Search me, God, and know my heart;
test me and know my anxious thoughts.
Psalm 139:23
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This morning, I was really getting into my “poor-me-tomorrow-is-Monday-and-I-don’t-want-to-go-to-work” pity party. My sister and I texted back and forth about work woes. She encouraged me with positive words, which is NOT like her. I’m the positive one. Lately, I have had trouble feeling positive. If Big Sis is more positive than me, I must be LOW!
Then my daughter came to me with a picture she drew. “Mrs. H. has a poster like this in her classroom.”
“Why are you showing me this?” I know I am not always good at hiding my negativity, but she can’t overhear my texting!
“I was drinking some water and remembered it.”
“Hmmph. Cool,” I say. But when she walks away, I direct my inner gaze to the Lord…
“Okay. I get it.”
I’ll try.
We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ.
2 Corinthians 10:5
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